**Frustration**

That is the best word to describe this week. I won't go into all the details, but the gist of the matter is: about a year I was given some promising news from the 1st detective only to have all of that promise erased this week by the cold case detective. I don't know if they have the same information. I should not have to coordinate that!!

I have talked to them both this week and still need to call the cold case guy back. But like I have told many of you, it really takes a lot out of me mentally and emotionally to talk to them; I think reality becomes so much more real when I do.

So, next week I will again gain hope for a resolution or be devastated due to lack of hope. Stay tuned . . . .

I have not yet made my monthly call to the detective. Last week a gentleman in Macon was murdered in his home. I know my detective is busy with the case; I see his name in the newspaper and hear his comments on the local news stations enough to know it would be pointless for me to call him now. Maybe by the end of the week the new case will have calmed down some. I wonder if he is one of the only detectives working with Macon PD now, I hardly ever see any of the other detectives names in the media.

Have yet to hear from AMW, will post here when I do.