**Frustration**

That is the best word to describe this week. I won't go into all the details, but the gist of the matter is: about a year I was given some promising news from the 1st detective only to have all of that promise erased this week by the cold case detective. I don't know if they have the same information. I should not have to coordinate that!!

I have talked to them both this week and still need to call the cold case guy back. But like I have told many of you, it really takes a lot out of me mentally and emotionally to talk to them; I think reality becomes so much more real when I do.

So, next week I will again gain hope for a resolution or be devastated due to lack of hope. Stay tuned . . . .