The past couple of weeks or so have been better for me emotionally. And that may be due to lack of actual time to think about what has happened. I was also able to get a couple of projects completed that I have been wanting to in honor of my mom and the memories/legacy she left me with. I wouldn't think completing those tasks would be that significant, but maybe that's just what I needed.

I still have little belief in the system. It is so hard for me to wrap my mind around the fact that my mom's murderer is free on the streets of Macon and nobody really seems to have a problem with that!

I get the same story from the detective every month, so no surprises there. A couple of months ago he gave me a hint of good news, but nothing since.